Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Enjoy water festival 2007
Sim Star-cell
I WONDER WHY!!!
Right now, my motor really causes me lots of problems. It’s always broke and I have to fix it so many times, maybe because it’s very old. I’ve used it since grade 12 and it’s pretty old ready when I bought it.
Talking bout my father, once I checked his laptop by accident and I realized that his salary is getting nearly one thousand dollars per month, so I decided to talk to him bout changing my motor. I swear to him that I’ll be the first top student in my class if he could only change my motor. In fact, I don’t want the modest motor as other teenagers; I just want a better one than nowadays. You know what? He said that when I finish school I should earn and buy it myself! I’m not a bad student at school, I study hard everyday, and I just wish I can have a better transportation so that I can study even better than now.
I really talk a lot at school but I can’t talk with him, I can’t solve it. When he talked to me, he said in English, he treated me as a foreign child. I don’t know what’s in his mind, he said I should do everything on my own; he doesn’t want to have responsibility. It’s unbelievable unless I’m not his daughter. I’ll do it on my own if I have enough strength. I won’t ask for money if I can work. There something else that I can’t tell, and it’s really make me feel that he doesn’t love me at all. I don’t want to talk bout mum cos she’s not related to this things. Silly of me to talk about my dad like that right? If you were me maybe you thought so. I just really feel all alone! It doesn’t matter; maybe I have to response everything on my own.